what to say..

This month has been very unexpected... full of fun, outings, new experiments and headache since last few days..also it has been expensive as hell(spending 200 bucks at Pizza hut wasnt in budget and thts only one instance). Either I spent days laying on sofa or in some mall, theatre or restaurant. But if I were to sum it up, it still wasnt the way I wanted it to be...ther were a lotta things left desired. The most prominent one is Sketching..I have been so lazy(I dont accept that I dint have the time) that I have stayed away for so long from what I love so much. And what I dread more is that I will have to start it all over again. I was improving my hand at portraiture..Well I gonna start it no matter what.

My habit of taking it to the last moment and virtually living on the edge is finally showing up in a not very encouraging way..not that I expected it to be encouraging..it could have been so worse. Wish I was doing this on the edge thingi at some adventure sports camp..but damn it , its the reports, presentations, projects, exams where I m wasting this extraordinary talent of mine.Its alady 9:20 in the night and instead of typing away the summer training report, I m writing all this. Dsnt matter though. Even if I finish off the report, there are other monsters to eat me up alive-- placement brochure, ads for magazine, the minor project, sem studies, CAT preparation..well I guess its enuf.

I have been carrying JACK Straight from The Gut for last two months....two months ..hell I have never been so slow. Its almost an insult. Its not a biblesome book..quite an interesting one though...dunno why I m lingering on it. The cost is that I have missed action in other books.And the news is that its less than half complete..god knows where I m going.

I guess thts enuf sulking abt this month, after all this and all that which could have been there, I thank God for giving me strength to bear the Kkkk serials that dominate almost every TV in this country, and tht I dint have to bear the accident of Khantu and his girlfriend smooching in the classroom, and that rats have stopped storming my sanctum sanctorum...oh thts my room and tht there are about 10 movies lined up waiting for me to honor them by view them unfold...hehe..some more action...and a reason to take it all to edge again.

BREAK THROUGH

Lalit recited this poem during SELP and it was something that I found moving me.. Its one of my favorites of all times and it had to be here.


"To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To live is to risk dying,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
But he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live.
Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.
The pessimist complains about the wind;
The optimist expects it to change;
And the realist adjusts the sails."

get it if u can!!!!!

On this most auspicious of occassions, permit me to suggest the character of this dramatis persona:
Viola! In view a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fateThis visage, no meer veneer of vanity is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished.However, this valorous vixation of a by-gone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition!The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.Verily this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that its my very good honour to have you visiting my page and you may call me.... well, I leave that to you :-)

p.s: i strongly reccommend that you watch V for Vendetta!


hmmmphhh...increased my vocab very nicely..lets see how many times u need the dictionary.
source: Ashwin Sekar's profile.

here I am

Well....after what I should say years of dilly-dallying a blog.. and on making one being such a lzaybones that it ceased to exist or I forgot the password..here I m finally posting. There is so much to dish out and so much which I dont wanna reveal to anyone ..none...that it will take ages before I m complete with a blog. And I guess there isnt any need to be so philosophical about it too.

So many occasions whizzed passed when I wanted to write..last one year has been one of the most eventful ones...simply unforgettable and unaccountable.I got a job..JOB, Bhaiya came back from Singapore after years, Organised a techfest, Got some great friends, Anup bhaiya shifted, Kirti didi expired ..ohh there is so much which remains in dark corners of mind as well as heart.

Well I would keep on writing about them and others which go way into the past as well as those which are going to be part of my future.till then adios.